Last week I didn’t send out a Weekly Recap. Maybe you noticed, maybe you didn’t? That is the first time I have missed a newsletter since I started in April 2020.
I actually had last week's Weekly Recap ready to go but made the conscious decision the night before to not send it out. I had written something early in the week, deleted it all on Friday, wrote something new, and decided again that I wasn’t happy with it. I catered a baby shower Sunday and after spending the entire day prepping on Saturday, I didn’t have it in me to finish the newsletter again.
The truth is recently every week I feel like I don’t have it in me to do my newsletters. It’s been easy to hide behind and share exciting things like moving, buying a house, building an office, and traveling to Hawaii but in the calm moments of life, I’m struggling. It’s been a lot.
You have been here through covid loneliness, all my normal sad days, and even my milestone grief but I am experiencing something totally different. Our w…